Monday, 25 October 2010

Be The One Who Conquers Oneself?

MKMMA

I choose to un-learn and un-do my conditionings that are non-supportive to my success in life. I dig deep into my subconscious mind. I am looking for my inner strength.

I discovered that fear, doubts, worries are my greatest obstacles in life. Fear because anticipate pains. Fear lives in the future but I myself made it look real. When I am fearful I am not living the present. Fear false evidence that appears real. I choose to live the present. It is always about NOW and NOW, because later never comes.

The main job of my brain is survival. It is likened to an over-worried mother, the intension is good but it drives me crazy. My conditioned mind’s favorite phrase is “What if”. My mind is the greatest soap opera writer! It is very skillful in making up interpretation and stories about reality. My stories are all the activities that stop me from getting what I wanted in life. At first I hear my stories and then I own my stories and soon my stories own me!

That is the reason I embarked on MKMMA program. My aim is to choose and re-create different stories. How do things show up in my life? They tell me a lot what my beliefs system is. They tell me how I react to challenges. They tell me how I continuously take myself out from the game. What I am today is a result of what I have thought in the past. My outer world is simply a reflection of my inner world.

For things to change I must change first. I have be the change that I want to see the world to be. I choose to grow bigger than my problems. I choose to rise to the occasion. I choose inconvenience, I choose the harder path, I choose to be uncomfortable. I am willing to make a fool of myself. I choose to step up, step out and speak up. I choose to show up fully, play big, play at 100%. I am committed. Once I have all that I am unstoppable.

I am my life’s only writer, I can write what I want! I will do that through MKMMA.